Welcome to my life

2008-06-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

Made several decisions recently, mostly are sad and painful ones. Turned my life from being in paradise right into the worst ever place you could've imagined. Really had enough of everything. Everything is giving me problems.It's just like my lowest point of life ever in my 24years alive on this planet. Everything just came crashing down on me. Hit me hard on the head and lay me dry and high

2008-06-24T10:49:00.006+08:00

There are points in life when you have to make difficult decisions. Yes I mean real difficult decisions. We are not made or born in to know what would happen in future, we do not know whether our decision would be the right one. Sometimes we should take a step backwards and look at the bigger picture, take a breather maybe when things really do cool down we can try again and give our best shot

2008-05-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

Went to the Singapore Flyer yesterday, enjoyed the cool scenery at the top of the ferris wheel. Took a couple of pictures. Then went over to Marina Square for dinner at Pasta de Waraku. It was nice. After which went to Kbox and sang all the way to 3am in the morning.Precious one went out even though she was sick. Thank you for organising the outing I really appreciate everything you've done.

2008-05-05T16:59:00.002+08:00

In the wink of an eye, we are already in May already, almost half a year passed. Didn't really realise it but seems like time passes by when you're occupied with all sorts of things.I'm gonna be 24 and soon enough the remaining milestones of 30, 40 and 50 will slowly find me in due course. We really have many things to do yet we do not have time to accomplish them all. I really do hope that life

2008-04-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

I just got to know of another word today. It's "Yuppie".http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/YuppieAnyway, I think it's rather scary that many young people are slowly mesmerised by the temptations of climbing up the society ladder the fast and... not as legitimate way. It's easy to fall into hands of the all indulgence and false pretendences.One very important quote from the website that we must always

2008-04-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share a song that I find nice. It's kind of old though.

2008-04-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

There will always be depressing moments of life that daunt you, but it is how you stand firm and survive through it that matters, the road through the depressing moments would not be a smooth one, there are bound to be many hiccups but it is how you thrash out the indifferences then accept and overcome them that is the upmost important.When you feel the it the darkness is really very unbearable

2008-04-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

Problems are meant to be solved and not avoided. There are times when you have to make painful decisions, but the jeez of it is that you do not regret after making that particular decision. Sometimes, we have to choose something better for ourselves in a bigger picture and get hurt at that very moment you make that decision, but think ahead, that decision might save you from getting hurt even

2008-03-30T17:52:00.002+08:00

Work and school were killers for the past few days, many hiccups at work. Had project deadlines to meet, cases to solve and also testing to do, busy, busy, busy and busy. Went around Singapore on Friday, took about hundred over dollars worth of cab fare. Had to solve this, coordinate that, over look this, execute that.School was also pressing for deadlines, didn't know work would pile up at this

2008-03-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

Watched Evangelion movie just now at Cineleisure. It seems quite nice, but I guess you really have to watch the whole anime series to fully understand what are they trying to say. But it was quite alright nonetheless.Woke up early these few days to go back to work, I guess it really feels good to be awake and ready to go to work early in the morning, the morning breeze really freshens you up and

2008-03-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

Went to Yuki Yaki at Marina Square yesterday. Seriously speaking, the food there is not bad. Except for the soup, the Tom Yam is really a turn off it's just simply sour.. not much of spicy element. The meat available is quite nice, especially the ginger pork woot!The usual guys and girl went.. chatted with them, ate and it was kind of enjoyable lol. Hope that we can carry on having such

2008-03-17T01:06:00.002+08:00

Went to K-Box today for another Ktv session in the evening, even though my voice wasn't in the best condition, I still enjoyed myself nonetheless. Also finally got to eat 2 of the cravings I had for the past few days, the spicy beef noodles at Compass Point and Ah beng western at Hougang 805. Oishi!!! ahahaAnyway, had quite an interesting sermon over at the church today. The pastor was talking

2008-03-15T01:52:00.002+08:00

Recently had lots to do at work, many new setups, migrations and cutovers. Busy, busy, busy. Luckily, I have 2 new engineers to assist me. Hope that I can really learn as much as possible from my current job so that I may be able to move on someday, with greater value of course.People have been asking me why don't I get my certifications.... To me, money is really an issue, the cert costs

2008-03-13T19:43:00.001+08:00

Nice, I just saw another of such quizzes lol.Your Working StyleYou are enthusiastic innovators, always seeing new possibilities and new ways of doing things. You have a lot of imagination and initiative for starting projects, and a lot of impulsive energy for carrying them out. You are stimulated by difficulties and are most ingenious in solving them. You can get so interested in your newest

2008-03-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

Saw this interesting quiz and decided to take it.Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love,

2008-03-07T12:10:00.002+08:00

Been quite busy recently, with the many upcoming projects at work.. Whew.. When can I actually have my break?My friends told me that they are going to plan for a trip to Japan soon, sometime in May. I've been wanting to go to Japan but I guess I have to save up money for some other usage. Something I promised someone that I will do in the next few years.Learnt quite a lot at work since I started

2008-02-13T17:13:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry guys and girls not much to blog nowadays. I'm too happy for blogging. =] So have fun guys and girls!

2008-01-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

Actually, I have been missing a real big chunk of life for the past like 10 years. I have always been a laid back person, waiting for time to pass, waiting for things to happen, waiting and waiting and waiting. A very passive person I am. I have so many regrets when I think back of things that have happened.Someone told me we should not dwell on the past and should look into the future. I think I

2008-01-26T01:58:00.000+08:00

People always don't realise that they have fallen too deep into something until they hit the wall. It is because they are so distracted from the big picture and have always been trying too hard for something so small of the whole thing.It is always good to take a step back to look at the big picture and actually see that what you have been trying so hard for, is actually a chip off the iceberg.

2008-01-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

Many people spend most of their life waiting, waiting for bus, waiting for taxi, waiting for meetings and so on. I am one of the many people who is also waiting, waiting for many things in life. You might say, things have always been there, it's just that you have to do the motion of extending your arm and grab it. BUT, you have forgotten, people always think too much when it comes to these

2008-01-20T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hi to whoever is reading this, it has been like 8 months since my last post. Anyway, yeap it's a new beginning to a new year. Hopefully in this new year, everything would go smoothly as intended. I don't really fancy surprises but I do not mind them if they are here on a good cause.Yea, I left SMRT again for SCS again lol. I see this as an opportunity given to hop over to a new job line with

2007-05-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

Just signed a new contract with SMRT for the position of onsite IT support officer. Nice name, but it's just another desktop support job. Well, anyway time spent at NTU/SCS was quite fun, had highs and lows but I've learnt some stuff from my team lead nonetheless.My results this semester don't really look promising but, I do hope when things at NTU settle down, I can have more time at home to

2007-04-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

Recently, been getting a few data center offers from 2 different companies. The companies profiles are quite good but it seems that there isn't much career advancement that I can actually expect from them. I am feeling quite frustrated by the fact that I can't really get into the field I am interested in. Maybe I really should just stay with SCS for the time being till I really get a job that I

2007-03-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy at work recently. Really looking forward to the coming weekend to relax both the mind and the body. Have been receiving calls and emails regarding interviews and job applications, really do need a change of environment.Sometimes I really wonder that does everyone do everything with a motive? Or is MAN born kind hearted? Because I'm beginning to feel people are just using each

2007-03-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Opening myself up to other opportunities currently, hoping to grab hold of a better deal. A place where I can learn stuff or improve on what I already know. Of course, if money is good then it's quite a bonus. But it seemed like luck really isn't on my side, many people have called me regarding openings yet there haven't been much solid replies or offers. Most are just like "asking around".It

2007-03-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

Not sure why but recently I just felt so helpless and so directionless. It seems to me that life has become so short for me that I don't think I can do all that I want in this lifetime.It has already been 22years and yet I do not even know myself well nor do I know what I want for myself in life. Many plans have been made, big talks given and all the sounded-so-marvellous kind of ideas were given

2007-03-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

Damn it, got back my assignment and the results are not really good... got only 67 damn it. I think this work thingy really affected my results greatly, been not able to concentrate during lessons.. always have migraine whenever i finish work fucx. I should really get another job, so that I can still salvage the situation coz it's still only first assignment..That aside, it's the last day of

2007-02-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

Arggghhhh!! Really shagged from work.. Having migraine again! Gosh~Damn.. Hmm forget about work first. Hmm, CNY coming soon and the family's gonna have a spring cleaning session on Sunday. From the looks of it, I think I'll not survive the ordeal lol. My room's in a mess! Yet I like it that way heh.Anyway, sometimes I really don't understand why is ego so important to some people? I can see that

2007-02-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

Just attended my second lecture of the semester, damn it. I think it's quite a mistake to take 2 Object Oriented modules in a single semester. It seems that I would have quite a handful of programming algorithms to juggle with.Recently feeling quite low, so many demoralising things happening around me, if this is god putting me to one of his tests, then he really did his homework. This is some

2007-02-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Whew! Had been working for the past 2months since December till now. It seems that life for the working class is really quite something different from what I've experienced during schooling days. Suddenly felt that I've wasted too much time during my schooling days, now looking back at those days, I've come to realise that I've not been doing what I said.I've always been keeping this thought for

2006-12-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

Yup folks, Merry Christmas to all of you out there! It has been a fruitful year for me in 2006. I've finally completed my service the the nation and stepped out to the society and get my first ever full time job. I've also got myself into a degree course to be due in another 2.5yrs of studies, gambatte ne!There's truth in the words I saw in my friend's blog about financial waters flow in after

2006-12-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. it's been a month after I've officially ord :) Finally I get a chance to go back to Hongkong haha. A day more I'll be on the plane flying off for the paradise for shoppers hehe. But after that it's gonna be the starting of a new phase of my life. Life's gonna enter a new chapter, really wonder how would this chapter sound like...Guess it's about time to think about the new year resolution

2006-12-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

I'm a Mercedes SLK!You appreciate the finer things in life. You have a split personality - wild or conservative, depending on your mood. Wherever you go, you like to travel first class. Luxury, style, and fun - who could ask for more? Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

2006-12-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I've done any posting, but I guess I'll just post some crap on here in case anyone really reads it.Went to watch happy feet with a couple of friends, well overall the experience was quite nice, I do like the show, the story was kinda nice lol. Then went on to sunshine plaza >.< a place with memories lol. Used to play cs quite often there.. well it's all over though

2006-11-18T03:35:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with my friends over dinner just now after my exams. Talking about the exams first, it was quite alright thought there were several challenging questions lol. I think I should not have much problems with it. hehe.Anyway, was discussing the topic on self enrichment with my good buddies. You see, when I look back at the past 22years I've been through, I don't really see much

2006-11-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

People come and go in life, some people leave happy memories while the others leave a scar. I'm quite lucky that many people in my life left nice and sweet memories for me, I really must thank them and that I really appreciated it.Recently started some temporary work at SIAEC, the work there is quite easy, all we have to do is setup and configure the new PCs for the client and make sure it's

2006-10-14T02:25:00.000+08:00

Just recovered my belongings from camp during the last few days. Thanks to Ian who offered to fetch me home that day.Anyway, been watching this Korean variety show on youtube for the past few days. It's called X-man, with celebrities playing games on the show. What is so enthicing about this show is the romance element in the show, where celebrities bicker among each other for someone whom they

2006-10-08T04:49:00.000+08:00

There has been some really bad haze going on around Singapore. Heard that it was due to some neighbouring country's fumes being brought here by the winds. Seems like gotta camp at home for the time being, well this means I'll be spending most of my time in front of the computer, not that I would have other things to do, lol. Well, just for health concerns, hope whoever is reading this blog now

2006-10-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

I remembered someone was saying something about Singapore being a gracious society, but from I've encountered today, I'm beginning to feel that it's actually some ultimate big wayang show for the foreigners to boost our image. But actually it's rotten from the inside.Was going back to camp to settle some of my belongings, so I took a bus in the afternoon while sufferring from some hangover from

2006-10-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

Was discussing with my friends the problem of stepping into the society after ORD. It came to my attention that I'm no longer the kid I'm used to be, for at least I'm being forced not to be.When we're young, we've always been yearning to grow up so as to be able to do things that adult forbade us to do, like staying out late, spending money on god knows what those stuff are for, drinking alcohol,

2006-09-30T10:53:00.000+08:00

No idea why, but I feel that our whole life is just a drama, where everyone you meet in it are characters acted by out by people who are already part of their own dramas, it's just that many dramas are linked together by all sorts of relationships, friendship, love, family and even hatred.Everyone is trying very hard to make their own drama a happy and perfect one, but only few managed to do so.

2006-09-23T14:47:00.000+08:00

OMG, i'm supposed to know VB.net and ASP.net... not sure whether I can make it or not, been working only with Java, but i've heard that it's simpler than Java for VB n ASP. So I made my way down to the library today to look for some references.. Got 2 books on VB.net and ASP.net with sample codes and outcomes.Anyone has got any tips on how to work on VB.net and ASP.net ??? =]Another 23 more days

2006-09-22T03:17:00.000+08:00

It has been sometime since I last wrote something on this piece of crap, school's been busy and I've gotta juggle between school, camp and the new life that awaits me after I ORD next month.Anyway, got this interview next week at a accounting firm, hopefully I'll get something that suits me and start the ball rolling on cash flow. Anyways, seems like I'm really a greenhorn when it comes to

2006-08-17T19:51:00.000+08:00

Fell sick yesterday, got some viral infection. Whatever. Recently, gave thought about what I should do after Ii ORD, should I work full time or part time? hmm maybe I really should put in effort to make money when I am still young. Felt like going on for a vacation first, maybe to Hongkong or Taiwan.Hope I've got some real good deals waiting for me when I ORD. Stay tuned! Got no time to blog, juz

2006-08-04T01:43:00.000+08:00

Wow, another dude went clearing leave today from my camp. It's gonna be my turn real soon I think. lol. Anyway, some dude pissed me off today real badly with some fucked up attitude but to think back, I think I should not be harbouring any bad blood between the both us since we've been friends for such a fuckin long time, so I really hope that the fucken dude would please wake up and stop your

2006-07-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, so many people come into my life and tell me all sorts of things. I really got no idea what to do. This is what I usually call a ... "Fucked up situation". Damn. Fuck the world.

2006-07-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

It has been a busy week, many things to do too little time to complete them. But luckily still managed to clear up the mess before I took off today. Went for my advance theory test at Ubi Comfort Driving Centre, darn I just had to fail it. =[Anyway, one of my real bestest friends told me that if I had problems, I should turn to them and they would share my worries with me, because he said .. (I

2006-07-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

It has been almost a year since my last post, never had the interest nor time to carry on writing anything on the blog. But after looking at Valiant's blog, I've decided to write something myself. It's gonna be ORD soon ... coming to me in October, finally I've reached the end of the tunnel, catching a glimpse of the light of freedom shining from the opening at the end of the tunnel.Went to my

2005-07-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

Ahh back after a damn long long long period of time.. Actually I didn't know this piece of junk here is still alive lol. Anyways, don't think anyone actually bothers to read anything here, but for the sake of killing time I've decided to go ahead and publish a new post lol.Anyways, have I said anything about my new unit? Yea, I've already POP-ed got posted to 3SIR Support Company Pioneer platoon

2004-09-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

yes!!! finally my first book out ever since i started serving National Service. Hehe. Currently Recruit at Kilo Company, Platoon 4 and Section 1 hehe. Nothing much to say except NS roxors my boxors. It's not as bad as what many have said. If you are willing to do it, I believe it is not that difficult to go through the whole training phase. Everyday we get physical training, lectures on

2004-08-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Went to Seoul garden with my friend today. Realised my appetite is no long like before. Heh. Then went on to Jubilee to play arcade games. Found my favourite Marvel Super Heroes game, omg I can't do air combos already lol. This will be my last blog entry for August, I don't know whether I will remember to blog again when I'm in NS. Went over to my neighbour's home to find out that he is a PTI

2004-08-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

Went to have lunch at Swensen's today after graduation ceremony with my ex classmates, it had been a long time since I last went to Swensen's. I ordered chicken baked rice and a promotional "Topless 5" (5 Single scoops of ice cream without toppings) After which I went for my last $6.50 movie, cause there won't be $6.50 shows when NS starts like 36hours time lol. Watched twin effect 2, I realised

2004-08-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

Well the gathering today didn't quite came out as planned. Totally cancelled. Sigh. Surfed the net and came across this poem. Although I don't fully grasp what it truly meant but some parts of the poem simply describe how I'm feeling now hah. Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and

2004-08-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the optician, gonna change to metal frame, can't get used to plastic frames lol. Black and rectangular metal frame lol : Yesterday night went drinking at boat quay some bar there with secondary school mates. Damn drank quite a lot lol, was trying quite hard to stay awake and sober lol. Luckily still made it home in one piece and even played counterstrike match lol. Was quite

2004-08-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

Didn't do much today damn bored haha, took a nap at around 5-6pm just woke up darn. Another day wasted doing nothing. 4more days left hee. Started watching a new anime DearS looks cute and funny heh. Very similar to Chobits, I would say 70% imitation lol. Tomorrow gonna celebrate my dad's birthday cause I would be in army during september, therefore celebrate earlier heh. Gonna bring him either

2004-08-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

Sent my new spectacles back to the optician for some adjustments. But the optician said that if I want spectacles that suits my description I can't have plastic frames. Funny, I used to wear those plastic ones back in secondary school. Anyways she tried to increase the space in between the 2 lenses to allow the spectacles to sit nicely on my nose bridge. At least it's much better now, although I

2004-08-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my uncle's home after fixing up his com. I feel so good after able to help him fix his computer. Quite a nice PC I would say P4 2.4A Ghz 1Mb L2 Cache w00t with MSI Intel board argh, used to be a dream to me and the casing was fantastic, made me wanna upgrade my computer damn. heh. Anyways, I don't know why I feel much much better now after I came back from sim lim. Feel more

2004-08-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

Just collected my spectacles today.. omg they are just so uncomfortable, felt so awkward wearing it. Well maybe it takes time to get used to them.. so we'll see. Anyways had delifrance lunch today, not really nice... tastes just so normal. Gonna go down to sim lim square later on to get the computer for my uncle. Recently my mum keeps coming in to my room late at night to tell me what time is

2004-08-11T03:33:00.000+08:00

Damn, can't sleep. Feeling damn troubled... so many problems and troubles yet so little time. I feel like a bastard. I am asking for something that I don't deserve. Why is it that all these troubles suddenly arise when I am going into NS? I suddenly feel that it is because I had been escaping from all these problems, trying to get away from all these problems and leaving them hanging in the air

2004-08-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

damn... so many problems on hand, I don't wanna go in ns with some many problems on hand. Argh I just feel so damn troubled. Hopefully things can be turn for the better by this weekend. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................

2004-08-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

Quite bored recently, therefore decided to create a blogsite again lol. Anyways, no idea whether I would have time to maintain it due to roxor national service. Graduation day is next monday, gotta wear full formal wear with tie omg. I hate ties. Gonna go sim lim tomorrow to buy a new computer for my uncle lol. It might be that I seem sad to go into ns, but actually I do look forward to it. New